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Tag: enlightenment

  • More Sadness Than You Can Shake a Stick At

    I’m wavering between suicidal and homicidal again, which tells me someone is thinking about me way too hard. MR. CARTER, CEASE AND DESIST BEFORE I SEND YOU A “GIFT.” Or is it MR. FORSYTHE?! She about-faces and marches off into a corner of her mind. So back on topic… I never dated any of my…

  • The Tao, Chapter 55

    The Tao, Chapter 55 One who is filled with the Taois like a newborn child. The infant is protected fromthe stinging insects, wild beasts, and birds of prey.Its bones are soft, its muscles are weak,but its grip is firm and strong. It doesn’t know about the (sexual) unionof male and female,yet his penis can still…

  • His best defense

    His best defense was to call her crazy. Otherwise, he would be forced to face the fact that he’d done reprehensible things. He knew he’d done these things and that they would at least be frowned upon by others, but he had no idea what the bigger picture amounts to. Manslaughter. If he could undermine…

  • The Tao, Chapter 16

    The Tao, Chapter 16 If you can empty your mind of all thoughtsyour heart will embrace the tranquility of peace.Watch the workings of all of creation,but contemplate their return to the source.All creatures in the universereturn to the point where they began.Returning to the source is tranquilitybecause we submit to Heaven’s mandate.Returning to Heaven’s mandate…

  • Limbo

    I’m a romantic. Without a job. It makes me feel like a loser. “You have a job,” God reminds me. Yeah, yeah. Write a book about rape and fornication so the rest of humanity understands, finally, where they’re going wrong. I get it. Do you get it yet, human bean? She waters the bean and…

  • Death & Destruction

    Today is marked with a heavy heart. I must kill my child in order to bring the messiah to Urth. She is the most delightful youthful mirthful brilliant inquisitive and faithless child of all time. She is a pure atheist and the final one, for I am about to reveal to you the rites of…

  • Insanity, Reprise

    I am annoyed today. “That’s putting it mildly,” pipes up a catty voice. Yeah, well, you’d be annoyed, too, if you had to put up with you all day. Oh, wait. You do. That’s why you’re annoying. Got it. <Hits the ignore button on that voice.> Who’s next? Caitlyn! Oh, hello, Katie. Didn’t get enough…

  • Hell Hath No Fury…

    like a woman scorned. scorn/skôrn/ noun1. the feeling or belief that someone or something is worthless or despicable; contempt. verb1. feel or express contempt or derision for. Google-dictionary-en One really shouldn’t piss off one’s shaman in a tribe, that much I can tell you for sure. It don’t matter if she’s black or white, man or woman, green or wise; She, the…

  • Open Therapy Reprise

    This blog is my self-therapy, insights, sometimes memories, and so on. I know it won’t appeal to most people, but that’s not the purpose for it at all. It will also help you discover telepathy is real. It’ll explain things you never had an explanation for before. I hope with new understanding that you find…

  • You Make Me Crazy

    “Crystal, what are you going to do if you’re not the messiah?” Nick asked casually last night. “Go on SSI. It’s obvious I’ve lost my fucking mind.” “What are you going to do if you are the messiah?” Ben queried next. “Go on SSI. It’s as humble as you can get, n’est-ce pas?“ … She…

  • Love is Love

    I didn’t expect to find such beautiful wisdom in a free course on Udemy, I’ll tell you that much right now. Apparently, the second key to enlightenment is to love your friend as yourself. The first is to practice being a resistor of negativity (“-“). Once you are overflowing with “+”, then you will start…

  • Creating a Soul

    When God first came to me, She[He/They] told me that I create souls. I literally give them away. I always wondered what She meant by that. [She enjoys being a She when it comes to matters of the Heart.] This is absolutely a matter of the heart, though you won’t be able to see it…

  • The Law of Attraction/Enter the Zohar

    https://www.udemy.com/course/enter-the-zohar/ I find it interesting that, as I was watching Section 2, Lecture #4, I became aware that the lecturer was explaining The Law of Attraction in a much more meaningful way than random YouTube Video Z. Apparently, the Law of Attraction is from Kabbalistic thought to begin with… interesting, since I’ve been made aware…

  • Fat Yoga Student/KAP

    I’m kind of tempted to start filming yoga videos myself… I’ve got to clean my space up and all for it, but all I see is skinny women showing people how to do yoga. Yoga is so easy (if you do it a little at a time) that anyone can do it. A good teacher…

  • Invisible Monsters

    He keeps taking away from her. One layer at a time, peeling her back like an onion or ripping a petal off the rose with each challenge. He wants her to expose her true nature: a devil dressed like an angel. That’s his perception of her and he will not change his mind, no matter…

  • My Worth (Reprise)

    Interference blows. Every time I sit down to write about how I feel, some idiot in my head starts writing things about an existence that doesn’t seem real. I wish it was real. I wish the destroyers were well on their way and I could countdown to the destruction of our species. To the day…

  • I Failed My Woman

    My woman is two people: a shell that is all grown up that takes care of the vessel (body) and an inner child that is imaginative and creative beyond belief. In a perfect world, the two of them would be one person, but this world is far from perfect. I love them both ever so…

  • Being Disabled Sucks Balls

    Ah, man. The moving company that finally found my stuff and is bringing it here forgot to remind me that they are going to hold my shit hostage until I finish the payment for delivery. It’s five months late, y’all. I deposited the money orders in the bank after two months, figuring my shit was…