I walk past a tattoo parlor, peeking in curiously: who’s getting a tattoo today? Is the silver fox there? Maybe he was just in the mall to acquire a tattoo that day. His sleeve must be worth a minor fortune, if that’s the case. My brother, who is a few years older than I, has…

It’s been a long week. I’ve been collating data for court cases. Now that I am near the end, I am no longer sure I have a leg to stand on. I had such conviction and surety until I got to the finish line. The simple answer is that it wasn’t I that began this…

Not all of them were narcs, mind you. One of them was the victim of his own narcissistic parent. That reminds me… I’m so tired of mommy’s boys. You should have your own husband, MOMMA. Your child is not your husband. Even in the Bible it says that children should “leave and cleave” to their…

The lovely lady seems to really enjoy pizza. I just saw her checking the ingredients label of the mozzarella and pepperoni we offer in the deli. Ultimately, she didn’t buy either, from what I saw… unless she put it into her cart instead of back in the display. It didn’t seem like anything was missing…

This young man had greatly disappointed me. I don’t even know where to begin. I will state only the facts, then I will potentially give you my feelings and conjecture: I am already sick of being an entrepreneur and I’ve been doing it for three weeks.

I trust God to do what is right and good, you know? He knows everything, after all. Yet, I still waste money on pointless endeavors. “Buy this book, we can turn it into a course of some sort!” Nope, not a chance. Irrelevant junk. Seven dollars down the drain plus my three dollar trade in…

Printed with permission from What is LightBody by Archangel Ariel, channeled by Tashira Tachi-ren. Reiterated here without direct permission of Tashira Tachi-ren but with consent nonetheless. I breathe in LightThrough the centre of my heartOpening my heartInto a beautiful ball of LightAllowing myself to expand.I breathe in LightThrough the centre of my heartAllowing the Light…

Archangel Metatron please open my crown chakra, the very heart of my Soul,Higher Self, Oversoul, Universal Consciousness, I AM Presence, and UnDifferentiated Creator Source in Spirit. Archangel Ratziel please open my pineal and pituitary chakras – the third-eyecentre. Archangel Khamiel please open my throat chakra, and my heart chakra. Pleasehelp me to express my Truth…

Find a comfortable chair to sit it, and sit upright. Take a few deep breaths andexhale completely each time. Then breathe in Light through your heart chakra. Allow the Light to expandradially from your heart chakra like a sphere in all directions. Continue tobreathe in Light. Then allow the Light to expand to encompass your…

Good tidings to you. I am a disenfranchised Native American descendant. My heritage was destroyed by the two hundred years of persecution and annihilation via shipping Indian children to white man school. I only know by word of mouth which tribes I belong to. November has somehow become Native American heritage month, but I had…

His remorse was strengthening the more he thought about it. The more he thought about her. He couldn’t quite get her off his mind, no matter how hard he tried. And he did try. He was working and couldn’t afford another epic failure from a lack of mindfulness, and yet, his mind wandered. He wasn’t…

Today, I flush the emergency soup I came up with to try to get some protein into my dad’s diet: liver and onion soup with gelatin and beef base, a little salt, and so on. The idea was to get some protein into him while he couldn’t chew — he lost his false teeth in…

God told me once that I was going to be financially protected throughout this journey. In fact, God assured me of a lot of things that I still don’t actually know as Soul Truth(TM). A day after fraudulent test activity happened on my account is the day I locked my debit card and account. A…

As I publish my content in podcast format, I occasionally read an entry here or there. One of them says I intend to eat 14 pounds of vegetables in a week. That’s actually what I eat in 2.5 days when I’m on track. I don’t want anyone accusing me of an eating disorder, since You…

I had a coworker once who used to declare everything crappy one has to do as “building character.” Here’s looking at you, Mr. Fruit Juice. (That’s not his name, but I don’t think Remy can pronounce it anyway.) He was a fun coworker for a while. Then it all stopped and I had no idea…

she said to Buddha while he visited. Too bad nobody believed in her in the sphere of the living realm. Except maybe her two cats, Noah and Liam.

Farewell, little guy. He got stuck in some gelatin, sadly. I was able to give him a mercy killing by drowning him quickly, which is not my favorite answer, but I would have torn him in half rescuing him from the gel anyway. I’m kind of tired of my mom piling up junk for me…

I find myself in awe at times. God is incredible, in a word… I mean, when this all began, I recall sitting on my couch and my body contorting without my control being involved. It felt like a surgery was happening on my back, underneath the skin, directly on the muscles and maybe even the…

I really don’t know how to beat it into my mother’s head that dairy is poison. It is known to the state of Crystal to melt injun insides. PERIOD, THE END! What are the chances a second generation human being on planet Earth has zero Injun in their blood? Thank you, Genghis Khan and Nordic…

There’s a woman out there whose name I do not know. I wish to know it, but I am too timid to ask for that information. I see her frequently, in bouts of three to five days in a row at times, as she seems to visit my work place daily or nearly so. Her…

And for your gift this year, I will give you a fancifully wrapped load of self-loathing. Enjoy!

There it goes again. I start to write a letter to the man I haven’t met yet, encouraged by God to encapsulate what went on in the car, and an unreasonable bitch emerged. That’s really not me. What I wanted to say is as follows: MARRY ME. No wait. That’s still not it.

I have seen you hundreds of times now. I have prosopagnosia, which is an inability to recognize faces. Honestly, I know I’m dreaming because nobody has a face in my dreams… or, at least, that used to be true. Lately, I’ve been seeing faces and I don’t like it. I think God cured me to…

My most favorite place to have visited is the interior of my brain. Or perhaps it was the restaurant at the end of the universe. God gave me surgery yesterday. I was bummed out after what happened — someone raping me psychically in the back of my mind — and I don’t recall what I…

Now there’s a movie I forgot amongst the comedy gems I own. I try to own copies of things to support artists and actors, but it’s not always that easy, is it? Musicians get paid the most from their merch, I heard a long time ago, and I can only own so many t-shirts (and…

Why is it that so much hinges on just a few days in a year? Why do people wait until a feast or a gift-giving occasion, which only happens once or twice a year, and rely on being “perfect” without practice? I already want to be dead again. I’m sick of the vitriol and hatred…

Today, I am depressed. This is fairly normal and has nothing to do with fashion at all. I love clothes and I have a distinctive style that others copy and I think that’s all you need to be a fashionista. If you disagree, too bad. I don’t care. We crave labels, you know? We crave…

Crystal walked in circles, putting the finishing touches on cleanliness here and there, as she waited for her bird to come out of the oven. It wasn’t Thanksgiving yet, but she had a turkey in anyway. In fact, it was the week before Thanksgiving, a Native holiday to Americans everywhere (and grossly misconceptualized by white…

In the Upanishads, the idea of primary cause and secondary cause are introduced. The example in this really dry video I’m learning it from is that roti bread (water, flour) must be cooked in a skillet over a fire. The fire is the primary cause, but works in tandem with the secondary cause — the…

“Joseph…” she murmured, a look of need flashing over her features. “Please marry me. I need you in my life.” He melted in that moment, pushing himself into her with a gentle rocking motion. In response to her words, his lips found her collarbone, kissing there with all the tenderness in the world. From there,…

“Are you serious? You’re going to bitch and moan about a girl losing weight and trying to be her best self?” Lauren scowled at Ben. She’d had it! For the totality of the six hours they’d spent together since they’d met, he had nothing positive to say, especially about his former girlfriend, Crystal. She had…

The Girl was confused. This was her usual state of mind as of late. God insisted to her again and again that the man she was waiting for would ask her for her number the next time he became aware of her. She was not having it anymore. Too many things had been told to…

She sighed heavily. Sir Deli Man was wishing and hoping for her, she could feel it in the back of her mind. She thought that was who was looking for her yesterday, but, as it turned out, the other Bandanna Man was on the clock rather than the original one himself. She was kind of…

They cried together, God and baby bean, mourning what happened to her. Mourning that which programmed her to accept a life of rape. She was raped when she was but three years old, a red tapered candle piercing the hymen. She never bled when she finally had intercourse of her own volition at age 21.…

She found herself throwing a temper tantrum as she left the store. God insisted she take an unusual exit: the one near the Meals2Go counter (and dine-in facility in the grocery store, which, might we add, never has more than two people inside of it, so is a waste of space. Have a bigger deli,…

God totally hijacked my last entry. “Stop taking over!” she declared. “No, Crystal, this is my blog,” God replied cattily with a chuckle and a grin. “Okay, it’s our blog, and today I want to write, capisce?” “Fine, have it your way. The boring way!” She can’t just go to the store to obtain a…

It should have been a joyous occasion, her birthday. Just like every year, it failed to live up to that expectation. It’s not really that unpredictable yet it is still dissatisfying, she found. She could have anything but peace of mind. It’s all she really wanted anymore. She used to want true love, but now…

I failed. My poor little kitten… she trusted me so much in the beginning of all this. Now? It’s a grain of salt. Anything I can say will be tested. As with raising any child, if you lie to them, they will gain skepticism when they find out the truth. They will question everything else…

Alright, it’s no secret. I’ve been on the lookout (not prowl or hunt) for someone of interest. I’m not rushing; I want just one more partner in my entire life. I know it’s a lot to ask and it also means going on dates and the like. So what’s a girl to do? Look up…

Today, my reality is that I am a pet of a being that originates and typically lives on a planet in the Beetleguise solar system. They don’t have any language like English, so there is no fun name to impart for us idiots to use in reference to the planet. I know that science says…

I am a goddess seeking a god. Someone who knows what integrity, truth, fidelity, valor, and honor all mean. Someone who takes care of themselves and others when the need arises. Someone who accepts life’s curve balls and thrives in the fact of adversity. Someone like myself. I’m looking for a man, 35-45 years old.…

https://theoceancleanup.com/great-pacific-garbage-patch/ I don’t know what more to say. I suck, you suck, we ALL suck. I’ll see you in Hell. “Plastic in the patch has also been measured since the 1970’s and the calculations from subsequent years show that microplastic mass concentration is increasing exponentially – proving that the input of plastic in the patch…

I wish there was a man for me. It seems everywhere I look, I see intrigue of some sort… and yet, nobody even asks me out let alone asks me to marry them. They seem to be upset by the fact that I want to be celibate until married. I make my wishes known up…