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Category: therapy

  • Auterspace – Sebastian

    I have lost my mind. I left it somewhere else quite some time ago. I’d like to imagine it in a forest shrouded in fog, nestled with the ferns and the fawns. I’m not exactly sure where I left it, really. If I knew, it wouldn’t be lost! For more than a year, I’ve been […]

  • Shame

    My shame stems from failure. My ego said everything was right. It said we couldn’t fail. It said he loved us. It said he was the real deal. It said I wouldn’t be happier with anyone else. It said a lot of things. Between that and my selfish desire to share my feelings, I went […]

  • What Hurts My Heart

    What hurts my heart is that he never said a word. Not one. Like I’m not even worth responding to. Like I’m a ghost. Like I’m nothing. I poured out my soul into a puddle, I gushed like a waterfall and let it all out. I spent the very last of my life to tell […]

  • How To Handle Bullies (Pt 2)

    I got some excellent feedback on my previous entry via an open forum, thankfully. I’d like to amend my message appropriately regarding the subject of anti-bullying as I respond to the logic presented to me. Please bear with me! A member of the forum is perturbed that I share that violence is the key to […]

  • How To Handle Bullies

    “Funny how we make serious faces and act bold when we bleed so much. We bleed and we can’t hide.” – (unknown) These words are from a young woman who has been bullied and thinks that she has to accept it in perpetuity. I presume she feels trapped in her misery and cannot leave it […]

  • Autism vs. Traumatism

    I have been questioning: Am I really autistic? Part of me clings to it like a banner that explains who we are. Part of me says, ‘No, you’re not autistic at all, Crystal. You’re just seriously traumatized.’ Part of me asks, ‘Is that the same thing?’ I know autism is complex. I know it’s not […]

  • Scrub-A-Dub-Dub

    It seems that my little clan of fur babies is sick, and it’s likely I am, too. So, I bought many, many cleaning supplies. My challenge to self is to clean the floor (Swiffer magic) every day for two months, use bleach wipes on every surface every day, change my bed sheets and blanket weekly, […]

  • Reboot

    I’ve decided to reboot my life. I lost my job anyway due to an illness I cannot explain because nobody wants to take me seriously enough to explain it through testing. I am alone, trying to figure out my health issues. I am alone in all ways, but this is normal for me. I have […]

  • New Concept: Open Therapy

    I signed up for BetterHelp.com to try to get some online therapy. I’ve got this nagging inner voice that is very masculine in nature and definitely not me that just won’t quit most of the time. I signed up, explained where I am in life, and started blogging. I paid $260.00 for a month’s worth […]