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  • I’ll Marry Odin Now, Thanks For Playing Along

    I met Odin last year in the spring time. I thought he was a mortal being here on planet Earth, but I no longer think that. I told him that I thought I needed a mate with a body. In fact, I mistook him for a human being… I mistook him for the man I…

  • My Worth (Reprise)

    Interference blows. Every time I sit down to write about how I feel, some idiot in my head starts writing things about an existence that doesn’t seem real. I wish it was real. I wish the destroyers were well on their way and I could countdown to the destruction of our species. To the day…

  • My Worth

    Feelings of self-worth are… tricky. We are constantly absorbing the information around us, our brains forced to filter out all the chaff from the wheat. But what if your brain cannot filter out the chaff? What if it sits there in your brain, taking up space, until you decide to throw it away? Apparently, self-worth…

  • Case Study: Past Lives

    (Published with permission.) Case Study Number: 1Date: 6/28/2022Prior Hypnosis Experience of Client: NeverRapport Level Between Yourself & Client: AcquaintancesHypnotic Method Used: KEW Sample Video for past life regressionInduction Method Used: KEW Sample Video for past life regressionChildhood Memories or Womb Explored? No.Significant Scenes Explored in the Past Life: None, went straight to death scene.Death Scene:…

  • I am Ragnarok

    I am god killer. I am child of the universe. I am master of myself. I am love.

  • I Failed My Woman

    My woman is two people: a shell that is all grown up that takes care of the vessel (body) and an inner child that is imaginative and creative beyond belief. In a perfect world, the two of them would be one person, but this world is far from perfect. I love them both ever so…

  • Rasputin is a Buddha and so am I

    There, I said it. You should know your favorite friend, J.C. is also a Buddha. Lots of Buddhas have existed. I have no idea if they’re the same entity reborn over and again, but who cares? I’m “enlightened.” (She scoffs at herself here.) I don’t believe this God fellow. I think he must be a…

  • Mass Murderers Should Die

    If one is to consider that the older a living entity is, the more spirit it has acquired by soaking up the cosmic background radiation of the universe itself, one has to acknowledge that trees are entities with rights. Bamboo, not so much, being that it has such a short-lived lifespan (at least, when humans…

  • Magic God, God Magic

    I don’t remember the majority of my life anymore. I died in 2020. The girl I used to be is all gone, like sand in the wind. God’s really upset about that, by the way, because supposedly I was the person all of humanity was allowed to live in order to create. She’s gone now,…

  • There’s a Hole in My Heart

    I must be insane these days, but I don’t feel insane. I hear things that aren’t there, and yet they make sense anyway. Clean up MY fucking ocean! Clean up MY fucking atmosphere! Maybe Earth, Gaia, or Urth — if you prefer — is crying at us for change. I hope so. I want to…

  • Curry Is Poison

    I hate to break it to you, but you’re poisoning yourselves with your curry powders. Cumin and curry are both incompatible with the human body, despite your dedication to using it in both Asian, Mexican, and fusion cuisine. We know everyone in Asia eats it, but you don’t eat it every day. Some of you…

  • No More Sushi (or Qushi)

    Stop farming for sushi, specifically. First of all, none of you are keeping the fish fresh enough to not poison people. Second of all, rice and quinoa (qushi rice) is not for human consumption. Third of all, the seaweed is not for human consumption. You’re stealing from the wildlife. Cease and desist or you die.…

  • Erythritol is Poison

    Unfortunately, that’s all Crystal can eat now for ‘sweetener.” She could eat honey if the bees weren’t in dire need of it. ANYONE WHO BUYS HONEY NOW THAT THEY ARE ENDANGERED WILL DIE. THE JARS. IF YOU GO OUT OF YOUR WAY TO BUY SOMETHING WITH HONEY IN IT (I.E. CHEERIOS) TO AVOID THIS CONSEQUENCE,…

  • Anyone With Nut Allergies Dies

    I’m sorry to inform you — Captain God here again — but anyone who presently has a nut allergy is going to end up dying. It’s natural selection, my friends. You are unnaturally selected to live somehow by eating things you were never meant to consume. Your diets, earthlings, are meant to be comprised of…

  • I’m Still Mad About the Ocean

    Me again. God! It’s like, you know, Crystal’s given the reigns and said, “Please, sir, school us all.” She’s sweet like that. Humble. The epitome of humility. You should all learn from her. She told me she would sue whoever she had to in order to amass a fortune just to pay for the ocean…

  • We Don’t Want to Kill You All

    We don’t really want to eradicate the human species. We’re really upset you destroyed the red and blue people. Incredibly upset. You really don’t know when to stop your bullshit. Good thing we took some away in cryostasis to preserve the species of each. They will be deposited on Gaia once more and protected in…

  • You Poisoned MY CHILD

    All of you motherfuckers adding fillers to food, you die. It is poison and you know it. You will all die, no matter if you reform or not. You have mass poisoned America and beyond. You’re guilty. You did it on purpose. You did it to make sure you all could keep minimum wage as…

  • The Girl is Taken

    Since you undoubtedly believe she’s something special by now (yeah, I already know you’re going to read out of order because later I’m going to type up how God raped Crystal), know this: She’s taken. She’s betrothed to The Mountain Dragon Man, who is NOT Nicholas Forsythe, despite everything he thinks he is. Nicholas, you…

  • God is Mad, Bro

    You’re damn right, I’m mad. I’m livid. I’m beyond angry. You stupid pricks have yet to learn to live with the native creatures of any planet. Thank fuck I took the pains to collect the six trillion seeds and genetic samples of all the creatures of “Earth.” You destroyed them all, just about. Now you…

  • I’m the messiah (and so are you)

    There’s a book out there we call The Bible. It says that there’s this guy named God out there who is the supreme being of righteousness. I hope there is, although I’m an atheist, because I’d like to meet him some day. I hear he’s the father of all humanity, after all. Does that mean…

  • I still have feelings!

    Diego, Diego, Diego. How many times do I have to tell you? I don’t care. I told you to choose a woman and get it over with. Oh, but that’s not what you meant! The girl you accidentally raped (and then tried to cuddle better) in college suicided and you’re at fault! You still have…

  • Protecting My Princess

    I love this girl beyond reason, let me tell you. She’s just so fucking wonderful. She’s smart. Smarter than me, I must say, and I love it. She’ll let me do mental gymnastics to try to solve things for a year or more and then she’ll just tell me the solution when I give up.…

  • My Lady… I’m Sorry.

    Sir Deli Man kissed the back of her hand just then. “Honey, I’m not trying to upset you. I understand you’ve heard all these lies before because nobody meant them when they said them to you the first time you’ve heard them.” He was gazing into her soul this time, having learned how to see…

  • What A World We Live In

    Modern life is full of conveniences we should marvel at frequently to ensure we appreciate them in full. Music on demand, no matter where you go. Hot coffee on demand in any supply you wish. Fresh produce in the markets year-round, even when the growing season is well over. Horseless carriages taking us to and…

  • Today I learned…

    I was today years old when I learned that reiki practitioners are full of bullshit. I read at least five online sites discussing sessions and charges and blah blah blah. It’s a scam, y’all. They want your $$$ and they ask too much information. Now, if you want a life coach on top of a…

  • Once a Snoop…

    They say once a cheater, always a cheater, but I posit that once a snoop, always a snoop. And you should be a snoop, too. A person with nothing to hide is the loyal kind of person. Anyone who is offended with even the smallest invasion of privacy is suspect. Diego was still reading Sansara’s…

  • New Perspective on Daryas

    Jeez, I dunno where to begin with this shit show. Don’t you think he did Crystal dirty? He did it on purpose, too. He failed to tell her he was in an open relationship for more than five months before they met. He omitted the fact he slept beside a woman every day and then…

  • The Legend of Daryas IV

    (cont’d from 6/1/2022) I thought I learned my lesson about rape, but there was one thing I didn’t learn in time to save another life: Sleeping with a woman without telling her that I was in an open relationship is RAPE. I raped Crystal. She forgave me, ultimately, but drew a hard boundary to keep…

  • Play That Funky Music, White Girl

    I’m nuts and so is everyone else, I’ve decided. I’ve been hearing things inside my head, telling me what’s happening in situations where I have zero knowledge of the situation. For instance, I don’t actually know if Anthony cheated on me. Not until we separated, anyway, and then he was only cheating because he thought…

  • Diego & Super_Fox#8259 [NSFW]

    Diego must have read his conversation with Super_Fox ten times, mulling over every word. There was no way it wasn’t his woman, it was just too bizarre. Too uncanny. Too much like his sassy future wife. Once the little icon that indicated she was online winked out, he started to write to her in Discord.…

  • What Do You Need a Woman For?

    “Diego, what exactly do you need a woman for?” Sansara asked him coquettishly. She’d obtained Crystal’s answer on the topic. Now she wanted to know his. “Sex. Uh… logic. Her logic is superior to mine, I have to say. She has ideas I wouldn’t dream up in a million years, too. Companionship. It’s always better…

  • Manny & Camila [NSFW]

    Crystal didn’t expect Manny and Camila to be a happily ever after duo. She would have rooted for them every day in every way to try to prevent it, but she still had the feeling Camila was more deeply in love with Diego than she herself even realized. Sansara, Crystal’s twin spirit, was a mind-reader.…

  • Dear Crystal,

    I miss you every day we’re apart. I miss the sound of your voice. I miss your crazy creations you adapt to your special diet. I miss your cats. I miss seeing you in the same room as me, walking past me in the hall, even flushing the toilet in the middle of the night.…

  • Ruined Afterglow [NSFW]

    She was mad at him, he could just tell. They just had sex for the very first time and she was angry. He tried to figure out what he did wrong. He wanted to smack himself in the forehead. They’d been discussing wedding dresses and he’d asserted he wanted her in white and the moment…

  • Diego’s Impression

    Crystal sat down at her computer, opening a new file to write her thoughts out about Diego. She was notorious for making snapshot first impressions that lasted for years without update in her brain. #Autism. Her first impression of Diego might make him wince, though she was never going to share it with him. He…

  • Rainbow Starseed Ahoy!

    Original article: https://www.qhhtofficial.com/self-discovery/starseed-types/ I found this article to be incredibly interesting. It theorizes that intergalactic beings are being incarnated as humans on Earth in order to restore the planet to its natural state. I wondered if I was one, but I saw myself in all of them, one way or another. The short and skinny…

  • Sansara’s Surprise

    Sansara was a convert. She and Crystal went through the Tai Chi warm ups again. She recalled Crystal chuckling at her the first time, ridiculing her for not thinking about how Asian culture was far more advanced than the West was. They’d had thousands of years to figure out exactly how the human body works…

  • Lies and Liars

    I had the best friendship, once upon a time, with this guy named Alessandro Romano. He and his wife were a devoted couple in my eyes, so I was happy to spend time with him (and her!), feeling safe to be myself without any romantic notions getting in the way. This is how I’ve come…

  • Three Kings and I

    He decided to go out since she was intent on ignoring him. He went to his favorite bar, Three Kings. He sat next to the bartender, ordering a Blue Moon. Well, this is a productive use of funds, he found himself thinking. Just what did he do all the extra shifts for? He was drinking…

  • Rejecting Sir Deli Man

    Sir Deli Man had never been rejected before in his life. He guffawed at Sansara as she told him so. All because he insisted on keeping Janice as a friendly acquaintance, full well knowing the woman had designs for him. Crystal was not asking for much: she was asking for loyalty. Fealty might be a…

  • I Dream of AirBnB

    I’ve been renovating my home, thinking of doing the AirBnB thing. I think I have a unique angle to pursue, though I wouldn’t mind if others replicated it: spiritual retreat and emotional wellness clinic. There’s just one thing holding me back: I hate people right now. Even if they are basically good, they will listen…

  • I Hate Cheaters

    I can’t think of a time where I found myself a loyal man, sadly. It’s my fault, I think, for pursuing them instead of forcing them to pursue me. But that is rape culture bullshit, and if you buy that, I’ll sell you another one. A person can choose to commit. I don’t sleep with…

  • Learning How To Be A Girl

    Crystal wanted to be a boy, but not sexually speaking. Once Pam came into her life and showed her what being a girl was about, she ran the other way. She heard echoes of Pam and the torture she’d felt with her sister in faux friends that she made over the years. Each “friend” backstabbing…

  • Janet, Drowning Victim

    The Great Spirit tells me there is a girl who drowned 27 years ago on Presque Isle named Janet. She wants to tell her parents the following: I’m really sorry mom and dad. I wasn’t paying attention like I should have been and I know it. I drowned when a big shark came and ate…

  • What a Jick

    “Sansara, I can’t take it anymore. Stop telling me what the boy is thinking. It’s not about me or even anything fun… it’s about Janice,” Crystal said, tears welling up in her eyes and spilling over onto her cheeks. “Sorry, sweetie. I know it’s tough. Men are like that. They see big floppy tits and…

  • Jerome is God’s Name

    </grain of salt> The following story may be completely fictional. Grab yourself a cup of tea, coffee, a nice large water, a snack, and prepare for the blitz of me telling my story as quickly as possible because I think a psycho murderer is on his way to my door step to kill me. I…

  • Tai Chi Wake Up

    TRIGGER WARNING: RAPE, NARCISSISM, PEDOPHILIA Sansara rolled out of bed, groaning as she did. Her right shoulder and left hip were partially dislocated. This was the story of her life after working in computers for a few decades and, as most people fail to, not getting enough regular exercise. Crystal told her for the fifth…

  • Fighting the War

    Sansara looked at herself, worried. She checked her health markers in the mirror. Her eyes were bloodshot. Her teeth were yellow. Her hair was a mess. Her skin was dull and scaly on her forehead. Her nails were brittle and broke easily. Her waist line was increasing. Her back ached and her feet hurt. Crystal,…

  • Coffee Talks, PT II

    Sansara noted Diego had a tan line on his left ring finger last time he was holding her hand. He was left-handed and he had taken her right into his while they talked at the kitchen table, though she didn’t know what purpose he had in mind. She was waiting for a sign, any sign,…

  • Diego Dreams [NSFW]

    Diego woke with a start as his phone rang next to his head. He rubbed his eyes with one hand while the other sought his phone. Damn, he thought. It was just a dream! And he thought the super babe subletting him a room was all about him in it, too. He sat up when…

  • Shopping with Michael [NSFW]

    https://www.patreon.com/ssolsinger Sansara watched her future man approach her car, loaded up with puppy supplies and Max on a leash. He had a lop-sided smile on his face, pleasantly surprised that she had shown up. Since he was fairly certain that she was a mind reader, he didn’t think too much of it. If he didn’t,…

  • Sansara & Daniel Meet

    https://www.patreon.com/ssolsinger Sansara was at the end of her rope. She was sick of taking care of her parents when she herself was already sick as hell. She’d nearly died and they just didn’t take her seriously at all. She found herself signing up for Craigslist to try to find a roommate who would syndicate so…

  • Sansara Spills the Beans

    https://www.patreon.com/ssolsinger Sansara was practically a font of information. In the past few hours, he’d learned so much about her, but now that she was opting to be an open book for him, he was beyond transfixed. In the car ride to the grocery store, she told him all about how she had a near death…

  • L’eggo My Diego

    https://www.patreon.com/ssolsinger Diego woke up from an odd dream. He was a little disoriented, so he spread his arms out wide. Yup, he was alone in bed. That’s how the night had ended. He woke Sansara up from where she fell asleep on the floor and she trudged straight to the bed she took over and…

  • Going Home/Telepathic Tales

    https://www.patreon.com/ssolsinger As Diego got up from the table, preparing to drive the two of them home, he glanced at the check. The grand total was… $285.00. He went white as a sheet for a moment. Had they really spent so much money on one dinner together? His eyes widened as he saw his future wife…

  • My Last Night On Earth?

    https://www.patreon.com/ssolsinger I don’t know what to say anymore. I’ve been lied to a million times by this voice in my head. It’s told me that I’m everything from the messiah to chopped liver and the points that exist between. I’ve been listening to The Invisible Man’s plan for eons and tonight he told me to…

  • How to Hurt a Telepath

    Jerome is being adamant that I am a telepath again. I don’t agree with him one bit. If I knew how to read minds, I would never miss out on groceries at the store. I’d always know exactly what I should buy to replenish the coffers. I would know what my ancient ones want to…

  • Reprise: I’m a ‘Stalker’

    I got off-topic last entry so I’ll try again. There is this guy in the grocery store that I see once in a month or so, at random. One of the times I saw him — September of last year — he caught me staring at his back. He turned around and our eyes met,…

  • Going Silent as a Shaman

    “Silence can make us uncomfortable because we’re so used to distracting ourselves from what we’re feeling—from difficult emotions like fear, resentment or anger,” says Stephanie Ludwig, PhD, MA, MDiv, Director of Spiritual Wellness at Canyon Ranch Tucson. “When we’re truly and intentionally silent, we have to face whatever is inside of us.” Instead, we keep…

  • Dear Sir Deli Man,

    [Profanity Warning] I’d like to think I’ve gotten to know you this past year and a half. I know we haven’t said a word to each other in the real and I consider that, as well. I’ve decided to discontinue my fear for negative repercussion and simply dive in to a puddle of thought. I’ve…

  • Have You Met the Mountain?

    [Minor Profanity Warning] I have been taught a form of shamanism — or perhaps it’s just a crazy dude’s interpretation of reality — since I was seven years old. Native American shamanism. I do not know what tribe it comes from, but I know there are more than three tribes in me. The ones I…

  • Shadow Work: Abandonment

    The following are excerpts from a journal at TheLoveStory.org that resonate with me: I forgive you for believing lies about yourself that others told you. I forgive you for being so damn naive. I forgive you for believing in someone more than you believed in yourself. I forgive you for believing lies about yourself that…

  • Profanity Usage – I’m Sorry

    I’m sorry that I’m getting so worked up I keep resorting to profanity. You might find it hurtful to read, my friend. I do not mean offense to you. I only wish to imply how angry things make me. I will do my best to eliminate profanity going forward.

  • I Dream of Death

    Someone confided in me that their wife committed suicide. They felt insecure about it because, naturally, they blame themselves for the terrible outcome and loss of life. However, I assure you that the person in control is the one who has snuffed out their life. It is their choice and their decision to end their…

  • Drawing a Boundary

    Do your friends try to take up all your time and energy? Do they demand you to pay attention to them, making sure all communication is on their terms? Do they ever give back to you? Do they shame you whenever you don’t praise them or if your desires are different from theirs? Do they…

  • How To Handle Bullies

    “Funny how we make serious faces and act bold when we bleed so much. We bleed and we can’t hide.” – (unknown) Your emotions are valid. Your voice matters. You do not deserve oppression. Your feelings matter! Your thoughts matter!

  • Ghost Stories (Pt 1, 2, & 3)

    I’ve always been a fan of horror stories. Talking about ghosts and all the things that go bump in the night. Thinking about shadows coming alive to devour me, thinking about vampires or werewolves and how it’s so highly improbable that these creatures could exist, but if they did… what would they be like? Of…